Love

Dating Shane Again
Love Him Lots
I Stare in his eyes and I go dizzy
I am on way to meet him and my heart skips a beat
I Kiss Him and i'm in heaven
I hug him and i feel warm
I smile when he laughs
I Love him more than you can ever imagine.
Life for me is perfect with my family and friends around me
and my amazing, handsome boyfriend Shane <3
Love you shane xxx

Shane And Dave. Love Sucks, Love Hurts, Love Stings, I'm A Heartbreaker. Just Like Shane. Shane Broke My Heart And I Found Out He Still loves Me And Is Going To Change Just To Win My Heart Back. I'm With Dave, I Want Dave, But My heart Dont.. What Do I Do? My Heart Begs For Shane But My Mind Begs For Dave. Fuck I'm Screwed ! I Don't Love Dave But I Love Shane. I Want Dave Not Shane. But Truth Be Known I Know Me And Dave Wont Last, Me And Shane Will Get Together. I Already Know It.. Shit.. I'm A Heartbreaker. Like I Always Was.. You Know I Would Always Come For You. <3(8) I'd Only Come For You If You Told Me To<3(8) No Matter What Gets In My Way<3(8) You Know I Would Always Come For You(8)<3 Im Here Without You <3 I Love You And Your The One But I Don't Want You To Be The One.. :( <3

Shanee. x3

I know i can't take one more step towards you.
You lost the love i loved the most.
Who do you think you are runnin round leavin scars?

Shane you've hurt me deep.
You treat me like im gold,
you loved me with your soul and heart.
Then you just drop me like a piece of broken paper.
We then became friends and it was great.
I felt like i could breathe and i felt confidence and security again.
Then you broke me again.
You now don't even want to be friends.
How can you do this to me?
Why is it no boy has ever truly broke my heart but you,
you have.
You broke it twice with only one break up.
I should hate you but you mean so much to me.
Why do you mean so much to me?
What did you do so right that i loved?
The first time i met you i loved you.
I dumped my girlfriend because of you.
I love you Shane.
You don't even like me.
What did i do so wrong to deserve this?
Please give me answers.
Why can't I breathe?
Is this what love feels like when they walk out on you?
Is this what it will always be like?
I always have bad luck,
why can't i have some good luck for a change?
Life isn't fair.
Life is a fuckin low life, pathetic bitch.
I want to give up,
My family would be devistated if i left this pathetic world.
So im staying.
I don't want to though,
Life sucks.

Fuck you Shane Marcus Ben Cross.
You succeeded on breaking the ice out of my soul.
You succeeded on making me fall in love with you.
Thank you for the fabulous times but now it's all fuckin over.
How do i get over you when you wont even speak to me?
What am i supposed to do now?

Is there anyone out there to help me?
Is there anyone that will reach out and save me?
Am i trapped with this pain forever?
How do i escape?
Please..
Someone help me.
Shane i need you.
Please..

Ugh!

Man Am I Pissed!
Man Am I Upset!

Man I Hate That Person!!

Right So I Wrote A Fanfic Chapter One On Dan And Bonnie And Blah!
Yh Okay I Didnt Read The Rules Before Uploading! But Surely Theres No Need To
CRITISIZE ME SAYING MY GRAMMA AND LITRACY IS SHIT!! and the story is pointless and im SELFISH!! where in fact im NOT! i am NOT fucking selfish its not my fault if i wanted to do a story on 2 Actors that i love and yh i would like them to be together ut i KNOW they wont be!! But Surely ALOT Of People DO The Same With Rupert And Emma. Y I Dont Want Them Togetehr But I Know Tonnes Of Others Do So Before Critisizing me ABout WHats RIgth And Whats Wrong Then Why DOnt YOU Go Make A Story And See How perfect THat Turns OUt. And IF You Ever Do MAN Im gonna Critisize It So Much You'll Wnna Leave Fanfiction.net Forever! >:@

SO Fuck You!
All I Did Was Do A DAN/BONNIE Story Because I LOVE them they are GREAT actor/Actress and They Are CUTE Together! Not My fault if I Like Them. They Are Awesome And Cute and Yeah So Shut the FUCK up!! >:@

Thank You :) x

If you Wanna Read it Visit SkinnyBee0x Im Uploadign It Now SHould Be Uploaded iN An Hour Or SO Though =] xx

Boreed !

I'm Sooo Bored.

Just Been Reading 2 Harry Potter Fanfictions By My Best Mate But Now I Have finished reading them for now as there is no more of the story up so now i'm feeling BORED!!

they are really great fanfictions though :D

Adrianna Is really good at getting me addicted to them lol :L they are great one is about draco and hermione loving each other and is awesome then the other one is about hermione and draco trying not to fall for each other and draco wants to cause hermione pain lol :L by making her fall for him XD they are both GREAT fanfictions :)

Cant Wait for the next ones though :)

Wow im actually writing a blog thats happy:O!! :D

Thank you Ada :D

Your great =D xx

Ada Your One of my bestest friend and my longest online mate :D i adore you tones i love you tones i think you have a GREAT personality. just annoying we dont talk muchh :( love you to pieces babee <3 xx cant wait to snatch you from your family ;) xx i will do it just dno how,when and how im gonna find you :L:L i might just smash the world and take you ;) xx love ya babee <3<3 xx

Fucking Hell!!

I Wish He WOuld Just Piss Off To Hell!!
I Just Feel Like ROllign Into A ball And Crying!
Tbhh I Did Do That Today! And Ugh!!
I Want To be Happy
And Trust Guys
Not Fear Them!
WHy Did You have To Go CHEAT On Me!?
Oh Well!!
Tbh I Dont Wanna Know You!
After Today Just Piss Off!!
I may have Ignored You But Thats Coz You Cheated On Me!
And Everyone WIll Agree I Have FAIR Fuckign Reason
To Ignore You! Pathetic!
Yes I May Be Selfish At Points. But Hurting Me So Deep
I Cant Even Begin To Heal! Its Just UnHealable Sooo..
THANKS!
Idiot!

Wow..

Blimey...

How Pissed Can A Girl Get Over A Guy?

How Upset Can A Girl Get Over A Guy?

How ANnoying Are Guys?

I Really Thought I Knew This Guy..

He Has Changed..

I Don't Think I Realized It Tbhh..

He Says I Wnat to Sort This Out SO Text me TOmorrow And We Can Sort It out Then

Then I Text Him In The Morning And I Get No Reply.

I Go Online Really Pissed At Him..

I Send Him A Message..

I Sign off..

I Get A Text From Him Syaing He Needed Time To Himself..

He Had All Night..

So Because Im That Pissed At Him..

I Turned My Phone Off..

So I Can Ignore him..

I Come Online..

He Aint On But Has Messages For Me..

Blah..

I Give Up On Guys COmpletely..

No Hope AT ALL!!

Not Even A Fucking Strand!!

I Watched Fucking Tv To Calm me Down!!

I Don't Like Watching Tv Tbhh!!

I Feel Like ust ROlling In A Ball And Crying..

Wow Thinking of It..

I Aint Cryed In A Few Days If You Dont Count Crying Over Jo Dying Lol! (Supernatural) :L

I just Hate Guys!

I Feel Like Just Never Trusting A Guy Again..

Oh I Forgot...I CANT Trust A Guy!!

not At The Minute And Unlike His Thoughts I Dont Think I Will For A LONG While!!

How dare He Do This To Me!?!

Im At the Age Where I SHould Be Having So Many Boyfriends And Making So Many Mistakes But No! I Feel Too Low And Pissed Off For That!

Trusting Guys Feels Like Such A Chore For Me..

The Only Guys I Trust Now Are My Family Guys!


:(

I Didn't Think I Could Get Any More Heart Broke!