I know i can't take one more step towards you.
You lost the love i loved the most.
Who do you think you are runnin round leavin scars?
Shane you've hurt me deep.
You treat me like im gold,
you loved me with your soul and heart.
Then you just drop me like a piece of broken paper.
We then became friends and it was great.
I felt like i could breathe and i felt confidence and security again.
Then you broke me again.
You now don't even want to be friends.
How can you do this to me?
Why is it no boy has ever truly broke my heart but you,
you have.
You broke it twice with only one break up.
I should hate you but you mean so much to me.
Why do you mean so much to me?
What did you do so right that i loved?
The first time i met you i loved you.
I dumped my girlfriend because of you.
I love you Shane.
You don't even like me.
What did i do so wrong to deserve this?
Please give me answers.
Why can't I breathe?
Is this what love feels like when they walk out on you?
Is this what it will always be like?
I always have bad luck,
why can't i have some good luck for a change?
Life isn't fair.
Life is a fuckin low life, pathetic bitch.
I want to give up,
My family would be devistated if i left this pathetic world.
So im staying.
I don't want to though,
Life sucks.
Fuck you Shane Marcus Ben Cross.
You succeeded on breaking the ice out of my soul.
You succeeded on making me fall in love with you.
Thank you for the fabulous times but now it's all fuckin over.
How do i get over you when you wont even speak to me?
What am i supposed to do now?
Is there anyone out there to help me?
Is there anyone that will reach out and save me?
Am i trapped with this pain forever?
How do i escape?
Please..
Someone help me.
Shane i need you.
Please..
